quarta-feira, 31 de dezembro de 2014

Not Fate

Truth begins within your soul
Not denying the possibility of it all

Although the sound of my tears knocked the door
I don't even try to open it
And I'll keep going so

I repeated this virtual reality
Where there is no possibility of rain
I open the truth blooming in the back now

All I did was pick something absolute (I will promise you)
There’s no one to meet the temperature of the hand that connects
And I'll surely let the black sun
Dazzle and illuminate the world

Things that can be changed in the heart of power
I do not call it "fate"
Truth begins within your soul
I reach out to the truth of my life

Now, I'll break through the doors
While this orgy of destruction spreads
It's about the time
To light up this fire

I still don't know how to do it
Of what can change history
But only birds that do not know how to fly 
Find wings

The key is in the heart (You do it your way)
It is not necessary to fulfill the wishes of someone
Because It's surely my dream
And intention is desire that calls the future

And I did not want to cry anymore
And I won't be restrictive in a cage 
Because I'll break it
All I did was pick something absolute (I will promise you)
There’s no one to meet the temperature of the hand that connects
And I'll surely let the black sun
Dazzle and illuminate the world

In unreasonable theories 

I find myself in a distorted world
In the heart of the force I have found
If things can still be changed
I'll never call it fate

segunda-feira, 15 de dezembro de 2014

Future world

These footsteps were always whitin the light,
but out of sight until today.

The more I followed them,
The more I went into a maze with no goal,
Following a rain-soaked map...
But I have no regrets.

Because my screaming voice
Will surely be heard.
I'm still on a jorney to connect the sounds of the bell
That made the signal of the beggining of this tale.

The future world that you envisioned leads me to a sky of indefinite time.

No matter how many dreams overwrite it,
There will be always that infallible light
Giving me my way.

Leaving behing nothing but that hope seen off in the distance
There's no healing for these scars,
But if there is, at the very least, one thing I can obtain...
I won't wish anything else.

If the sky I reach
Is still steeped in sadness,
I hope you'll play for me
That gentle sound that made our tale start.

Gently and slowly
I sense the wind enveloping me
Amidst a journey that will someday end.

The future world that you envisioned leads me to tomorrow, even now.
That light that accepted what I am...
It gives me strenght.

Let's go as far as we can,
Even if your hand might someday come undone
I'll always keep believing and wait for you,
So stay here just a bit longer.

The future world that you envisioned leads me to a sky of indefinite time.
These feelings will take their individual shape,
Becoming even more than a miracle.

The future world that you envisioned leads me to tomorrow, even now.
No matter how many dreams overwrite it,
I'll always keep that infallible light
Giving me my way.

segunda-feira, 24 de novembro de 2014

Este jogo

Neste mundo desequilibrado,
Onde existem promessas de um grande futuro
A realidade é exclusiva nos dois lados da moeda, independentemente do resultado
Mas não o consigo compreender plenamente.

Nesta fase do jogo
Em que as emoções emaranhadas que tenho quebram
Novamente e novamente
Até que este desejo seja satisfeito.

Por um amanhã, que se perdeu no caminho,
Não será melhor se eu começar a seleccionar e descartar em apenas um único passo?
Eu não posso facilmente mostrar as facetas que detesto enfrentar sozinho.

Para os dias em que me afogo neste mar árido de arrependimentos,
Não seria bom se eu pudesse eventualmente fazer um sorriso com estas palavras limitadas?
Não me incomodaria se eu perdesse o toque de realidade nesses breves momentos
Mas, por enquanto, prefiro não saber.

"Porque não sonhas com um mundo ideal?
Porquê não jogas este jogo sem regras?
Porque não escolhes o teu próprio final?
Porque não queres entrar nesse mundo?"

Antes desta história implacável e iminente
Sinto-me numa encrusilhada
Onde a dor de outros poderá estar presente
E esse é um futuro do qual quero fugir.

Por um amanhã, que se perdeu no caminho,
Eu só quero escolher a direcção de minha livre e espontânea vontade
Para terminar os dias em que me afogo neste mar árido de arrependimentos.

Eu só quero realmente sorrir
Nem que seja por um breve momento.
Sorrir para mim,
Que já perdi o meu caminho enquanto o procurava.

Agora, as minhas mãos são mais ferozes
E manterei este desejo com todas as forças que tenho.
Este Joker que eu mantive à distância,
É tudo o que me resta.

Este mar árido de arrependimentos
No momento em que me afoguei nele
Encontrei mais uma vez sensação de que havia amor onde o tinha perdido.

Gosto de acreditar,
Acreditar que posso mudar esta realidade.
E que um dia poderei dizer que, dentro dela,
Ninguém se irá sentir um perdedor.

segunda-feira, 17 de novembro de 2014

Red stain

In this cold sky, I feel a sense of dullness
Even so I continue to reach out my hand

Even if I feel regret
As I continue to follow on,
If I were to give up
I would definitely regret it

The meaning of my birth,
The reason we met,
Our fate is being connected now.

This is my one and only hope.

One day I shall fulfill our wishes with my own hands
Those white ideals that have fallen and accumulated.
I shall leave my footprints here today again 
Even though the present me is blinded only by this feeling.

The moon burns, as if about to crumble
Sinking into the dawn.
With a face created for me, I draw closer,
A dropping believer, into the darkness.

Like prey tied up in a web,
I’m simply looking up to the sky.
A tragedy put on repeat, 
A hidden face laughing ominously…

To keep from losing a single thing more, 
I’ll draw this blade.
With darkness in my chest and a sullied smile,

I’ll release this anger that has nowhere else to go.
No matter how much blood and tears flow,
I’ll cut through as if offering a prayer…
Another day of staining everything in red.

The voice that had been drowned out
The words that could not be heard
Every time I seemed to stumble
You were there, smiling, melting away my pain

terça-feira, 28 de outubro de 2014

Pure White

While searching in my heart
For an answer to so many questions
I can only find an embracing dark abyss

This darkness erases what I was
And condemns me and all those past memories
Into the nothingness

And as those feelings overflow me with darkness
I try to materialize this weapon in my mind
Which would make me stronger

Right next to a despair that threatens to incinerate my heart
You are always there smiling in a way that melts all away
Each time I lose my footing

And with a voice that erases time, even with no words spoken
I cling desperately to you
Because this pure white is our one and only hope.

My current self has nothing but this vague feeling to rely on
There's more than just one true answer
So I'll keep searching for a tomorrow that's mine alone
Forever and ever

I'll keep protecting your pure white world.
I'll not allow it to be tainted by black
Even if I have to harbor it all myself
For that reminds me of happier days

Even if no tears come out or if my screams have no sound
I'll just keep moving forward
All to protect that pure white color your have.

segunda-feira, 27 de outubro de 2014

Start!


I'm just slipping through game after game
With wishes granted and stolen,
My everyday life is shot,
And there's a gap just standing there, full of holes.

Dancing to steps outlined by the rules of abstract theories with no conclusion,
Today crumbles away until it’s tied together by the ringing of the final bell.

I can see in my floating feelings
That you're around
And laughing at me

Are you not going to forgive me? Are you not going to ask me?
And yet
We cry "START!"

For the future I want to take back,
For the world I want to destroy
I will shoot you with this wish, got it?
Now, across everything
I wish you don't cry.
Lying beyond is the light and darkness that become one and are colored.
Shall we trust "what lies beyond"?

I want to see how serious you are.
Just as if desires are addictions unseen in the bottom
I want to keep it as secret, yet I can't hold it
"What an unreasonable conclusion", I hear you say.

If it's not you laughing
There's no meaning within that scenery.
No matter how deep this dream is,
Even if it has been ceased,
This isn't the end

And I cry "START!"

For the thoughts I can't forget,
For the memories I want to protect
I want to reach that hope,
I'll cross everything again
Cause I like to see your smile.
Beyond those lines that are the entangled fate.

I can see in my floating feelings
that you're around
and laughing at me.

Are you not going to forgive me? Are you not going to ask me?
And yet
My wish is that you end this world.

For the future I want to take back,
For the world I want to destroy
I will shoot you with this wish, got it?
Now, across everything
I wish you wouldn't cry.

What lies beyond is the light and darkness that become one and can be colored
Like when we encountered,
Like when we ended everything
I like to see your smile.

Beyond those lines is the entangled fate
And now, until you could hear this voice
I'll keep asking for you to forgive me and understand me.

Finally it has been stolen,
Within my ideal is a repeating game slipped through,
My daze has been shot into a hole
I wonder if I can stand still.

There's nothing such as conclusion in, but an empty theory
And on the unseen rule are dancing steps
Along with the day collapsing as the bell of the end rings.

In the spectacle of floating memories, you’re there.
You’re laughing.
And I can't stop crying "START!"

I don’t want permission, and I’m not seeking it;
Nonetheless, we try, but are knocked back.

A future we want to take back
A world we want to break…
A wish I want to release, caught up in my love
It closes up, but I wish that you won’t cry;
Distant points of light and dark colapse, creating color anew,
So let’s believe in what’s to come.

quinta-feira, 9 de outubro de 2014

Key

At some point I locked up my heart
And I lived like that ever since,

Cause I didn’t want to see anything more
My wounds wouldn’t close

I was bearing my next pain,

I couldn’t cry
At least now I can feel the rain on my cheek
As the cold rain pours down on me

It’s OK to cry, 

When there’s so much in your heart
But just smile

You can smile so tenderly

I didn’t know how to forgive myself
And spent my life in denial
Now I’ve noticed that I had stopped my heart from beating
And, see, my breathing is slowly coming back

I could start from the beginning any time, right away
Things have begun for me now
Since I’ve been hiding the key to me heart in my hands all this time

It’s OK to cry, 
When there’s so much in your heart
But just smile

You can smile so tenderly

My heart is still lost, 

But I'll hold it gently,
And hold it again and again until, little by little, 

I became able to love

sexta-feira, 22 de agosto de 2014

Transparent

Please tell me how this place is supposed to work Just who lies within me?

I’m broken in the midst of this world. But you’re smiling, blind to it all. I’m broken anyway, so I halt my breath Not even the truth can unravel me.


And then I freeze.
I’m breakable and unbreakable Going insane while unable to lose my mind And then I’ve found you!
I’m standing here in a twisted world, But no one can see my transparent form. Please don’t find me… 
Don’t look upon me.

In this world made by the imagination of another, I simply don’t want to hurt you. So please just remember me, As vivid as I used to be.

Endlessly expanding solitude wraps around me, And I’m reminded of times I laughed innocently, But I can’t move, can’t get loose
While unravelling the world.

Something changed in me but I couldn’t change; The two mix together, both of us facing destruction.

I’m breakable and unbreakable

Going insane while unable to lose my mind
But I won’t let you be defiled!
I’m standing here in a twisted world, But no one can see my transparent form.

Please don’t find me… 
Don’t look upon me.

In this lonely trap that someone planned, Please, before the future becomes unraveled, Remember me, As vivid as I used to be.

And never forget.

I’m paralyzed by the the fact that I changed

In this paradise of nothing I can change. So please just remember me. Please tell me… Just who lies within me?

sexta-feira, 20 de junho de 2014

Blade

It cracks and breaks, this endless world;
Undiscovered creations are on the brink of losing all regulation.
As the pain keeps piling up in a reality stuck on repeat,
I cast the meaning of my everyday life with you into that darkness.

I want to light this path that was laid out for me,
So I’ll pierce everything with a black blade.

Within my burning red gaze, I see the beat and resonance of life itself,
As it pierces through powerfully, deeply; seeking the truth with a black and red blade.
With my battered heart burning, and you by my side, I want to cut a path to tomorrow,
Taking everything inside these bodies and fighting back.
I believe that there’s hope!

Sad memories of your shattered upbringing,
Wait with baited breath within this body you obtained.
The courage you sought while standing against the phenomenal,
Have been gently sleeping within your tiny body.

Our forms start to fade in midst an uncertain truth,
For we now live to execute the truth we defend.

We fly together through an endless dream, our hearts going forth with great speed.
Faster still, we’ll break through the limits!
Clutching our battered hearts, we’ll pull the strings connecting the future,
Someday we’ll surely arrive, facing life and death with a black and red blade.
And once we go beyond…
Eventually, these clear eyes will be taken by this cruel darkness,


So I’ll stay by your side each and every day.

With my battered heart burning, and you by my side, I want to cut a path to tomorrow,
Taking everything inside this feeling and piercing through.

Within my burning red gaze, I see the beat and resonance of life itself,
As it pierces through powerfully, deeply; seeking the truth.
Clutching our battered hearts, we’ll pull the strings connecting the future,
Taking everything inside these bodies and fighting back with a black and red blade.
Believing that there’s hope!

segunda-feira, 19 de maio de 2014

Paradoxo

No silêncio de um grito
que teima em sair
Gritei aos ventos
o que queria sentir.

Perdi-me num tempo
sem tempo algum,
Perdi-me em palavras
sem sentido nenhum

No meio de um rodeio
quis perdoar
Um pecado cujo perdão
não consigo encontrar.

Nesta roda que tanto gira
e mantêm-se a girar,
Tantas voltas dá
sem sair do lugar.

Perdido na emoção
que não sei sentir
Procuro o meu coração
sem rumo a seguir.

Oiço da minha boca
palavras que não sei dizer,
Sem saber de onde vieram
Ou como as pude aprender.

Vagueio sem rumo
Procurando encontrar
Um lugar com aquilo
Que nem sei se quero encontrar.

E por isso continuo
Nesta minha confusão
A tentar perceber o paradoxo
Que é o coração.

Blood destiny

Don't let go 
Feel this beat 
I'm not afraid of even the frozen dark night 
These overflowing thoughts 
Right now, all of them connects us

Wake up, 

Run towards fate, I know that you are brave 
It's time for you to get out from where you used to sleep 

I grasped rightly, to your trembling hands 

That time, I... 
Sway far away, just yearning 
Since I recognize those that I see

Droplets spreads in my moist eyes 

Have you waited for whatever prayers you have? 
If you can stretch out your hand, you can reach the distance 
Without being able to do anything

I understand, that this pain 

is not an ordinary scar.
You really got to know 

Because my rust-covered destiny 
gives me the resolution to face it... 

Grab on to this hand, and don't let go 

Believe this beat 
We, with the amount that we've lost, 
Can become stronger  
Awakening a destiny in blood 
It cannot be stopped by anyone 
With a sparkling silver blade 
I'll now dedicate all of these overflowing thoughts 
to you

The bodies never die but the pains last forever 
Your habit of laughing with narrowed eyes 
Even though an obstructive wall brings me 
Therefore, at this very moment 
Let's search for the flashes of light that will surely 
I'll never be afraid, 
Only the amount you sought slips through 
Don't let go of these hands that connects us 
The gale that shoots out 


Nobody knows their fate but everybody chases their dreams 
Whatever happens, you gotta save the thing you love

Has become dear to me 

No matter where you are, or what you do 
I've been searching for the same imageto a spacious sky on a cold morning 
Just the vibrations striking my chest 
Remained hot

I understand, that this power 

Is even greater now than when I woke up.
With these hands, I want to restrain 
that body, merely for you...

Pierce through those repeated bad dreams 

You give off radiant sparks 
No matter how many times I come across you. Just forever 
Awakening a destiny in blood 
You gave me kindness without even knowing it 
With no one else 
I just want to obtain one thing 
A present with you...

And just beat them right now 

Such a primitive rule 
They think that you still let your lions sleep inside you 
If so, build it up to the brim then unleash it all at once: an overwhelming overkill 
Now you make it and take it 
No you're not the one who wants to fake it 
I know that you gotta sign it 
This is your reality

The law of a swaying world 

The real important thing is 
To continue watching 
Awakening a destiny in blood Even the wishes that were forgotten yesterday 
If you turn your back on them 
Then even the spreading darkness, and everything, will... 
Burn your life 

Believe the beat 

Because the real important thing is 
that you are close by 
So now awaken a destiny in blood 

Calls towards a new tomorrow 

With a sparkling silver blade 
I'll now connect all of these overflowing thoughts 
to the future 

quinta-feira, 8 de maio de 2014

Growing

Believing on a new tomorrow
I look in this world
For a key to unlock the door to that destiny
Where I'll never feel all alone

Cause everyone deserves their own wings
And this world will change if you notice

And while I dance
Through the song played in my heart
I'll find a new dream
Where I gain a new strength
One that can never go down

And since I'll never be losing
Then this illusion will never end
And nothing will make me go down

Dreaming through this fantasy
I'll never trully wake up
And I'll aim for the day it comes but, until then
I'll keep growing, and growing and growing


In the days where we kept running to chase the truth
It was noticed that the sun always rose up after the darkness

Even flowers with no name bloom in this lifeless valley
So I'll keep shining like the morning sun

Since I do not have meaningless things
In this life that I know
Nothing will be unsolved
And I'll get back all that I missed

Because I want to maintain this connection with you
And maintain the sympathy to help those whose heart is crying
So that, as rain, it may someday stop
So, trust me

Chasing the truth
I can't be tired of believing

In place of the wing and of the dream I have in both hands
I'll take off into the future now

If I aim into tomorrow
Then I can keep this song in my heart
And keep my smile shining

This song of life
This opens my eyes for a new tomorrow
Where nothing we'll make me feel defeated

There's nothing to fear
Because in this chest lies my own treasure
A heart full of fantasy and wonder
Which has not been seen yet

And I'll keep dreaming
I'll keep fighting
I'll keep falling and crying
And I'll keep growing, and growing and growing

quarta-feira, 16 de abril de 2014

A bond called "hope"

What will I embrace in the shadow of desire?
Drowning in pain, abandoning my ideals.
This feels almost like it's a different world...
But it's the truth.
And I'll keep protecting you with these dirtied hands
While I watch the starts I couldn't grasp.

Now I'll brandish my dreams like a flash of lightning in the dark
As if to cast light upon our entwining lives
I believe the place I'll reach with the strenght I chose as mine
to be paradise.

A bond called "hope" connects us to tomorrow
So let's overcome our unseen sadness.
The prayers that well up simply wait for a dawn
without fearing they'll be de diminished.

sexta-feira, 28 de março de 2014

Dawn

It all began when we severed the threads of fate,
When I severed what fate had intended for me…

I went beyond what I can do
in a confined world covered in blisters
I walk down this highway
Hiding that fact behind my smile

But it doesn’t work on you
You always see through my façade
Nobody’s ever unraveled me like this before

No one else can rock this mask
An inexplicable fervor seizes my heart
So after fearing in the threads of fate
Now a new dawn breaks

All the while with numb fingers, I searched
for the answer to a brilliant world
But it reflected back at me
from my teardrops the entire time

The scalding temperature
is too mild yet painful

The inexplicable fervor that you taught me on that day
falls down my cheeks as tears
So after the intertwining of our respective feelings
Now a new dawn breaks

I just want to protect this dear world
That’s my one and only crazy desire
But my tiniest strand of hope is for you to be by my side right now

No one else can rock this mask
An inexplicable fervor seizes my heart
So after reining in the threads of fate
Look, the future will continue forever

The inexplicable fervor that you taught me again today
falls down my cheeks as tears
So after the intertwining of our respective feelings
Now a new dawn breaks

Surely there’s only one thing on my mind

That I was trying to be someone I’m not
In a cramped world
With no breathing room

As I walked down my own runway
I thought I’d concealed it
Behind the smile that masked my face

I don’t know what to do

Nobody else can pull these outfits off
A somewhat ambiguous fever
Threatens to burn our hearts away
It all began when I severed the threads of fate
Where a new day has dawned

We must be one in spirit