quarta-feira, 7 de abril de 2021

Wounds

Empty, illusory, uninhabited, like a ghost
With a calm heart that makes mistakes
Lack of personality on a fair basis
Without ability, we have to be opportunistic and unusual

Humans become stupid with bodies without content
The expectations that life brings are not fair
Memories continue to follow because there is no place for me

Don't cry in the gap between dreams
Even though I know how to express myself
The words do not want to come out

Cleanse the tears, cleanse the sadness
When night falls, that is the sign
Face to face with each other on this looping track

It's not time to stop, don't let yourself stop
An existence that was born wanting to be more powerful than anyone
Now I can only imagine my cursed future

I ran and fell
Guarding wounds that can't be lost
The world is waiting for me
To throw me back into that endless loop

The feeling of reclaiming the future
Penalties for disability, while following the rules
I need the usual way of making sure
But I can't get my voice out

Despite being in the abyss of hell without magic power
Even if surrounded by heaven, death, reality, deprivation, and serenity
Don't ever give up your life

Continue to shine for the fragility of life
Actually I don't know how to express it
But for now, this will have to do

An idea of ​​interweaving uncertain sounds
Offsetting each other on the circular track that turns
Now I stand there and reach out my hand

I keep chasing
Wishing to be stronger than anyone
Even your destiny for now
Is drowning into the bottom of the dark night, falling into it

Do I look stiff?
But this is how I am today
Like a corpse that can't be anyone or laugh
I stopped running away from everything in front of me
Repeating this imagination 

Cleanse the tears, cleanse the sadness
When night falls, that is the sign
Face to face with each other on this looping track

It's not time to stop, I can't let myself stop
Chase the goal to be more powerful than anyone
Even if you are heading into a cursed future

I still run and fall
Guarding wounds that I know I can't evade

sexta-feira, 25 de dezembro de 2020

Shine


I feel dizzy by this muddy flashbacks
Heart is tense, hands shake
That means you have something you want to grab hold of
That's all

The scent of night is sweet and sour 
Even if I stare at the sky 
The only thing you can change is yourself

I learned the reason to become strong
Só just take it and go

Dreams that you can't erase no matter what,
An unstoppable "now",
If you can become stronger for someone
Then I'll thank the sadness
I learned why I lost when I was beaten up by the world
Take the chance to bloom and shine 

The sound of screams pierced my ears
Is there anything you can protect just by being nice? 

I know
Good and evil are entangled in water, 
Divine punishment that can see clear hypocrisy
I don't need you!
A victory made from struggle and tears is more worth than numb hapiness

A road full of sharp thorns
Even if it will only appear for me
I won't easily get rid of my dreams, 
Even dreams that can't be protected

Hidden secrets will disappear because they are scattered
A heartbreaking wind scream that tore it apart
A person's laughter and cry
Everyone wants happiness

Dreams that you can't erase no matter what,
An unstoppable "now",
If you can become stronger for someone
Then I'll thank the sadness
I learned why I lost when I was beaten up by the world
Take the chance to bloom and shine

quinta-feira, 8 de outubro de 2020

Journey

The slipping focus had me lost; 
Still looking for a way to make it clear and consistent!
You see, first the dry leaves flutter, eventually turn to butterflies, then the changes gets synced...
And what should happen next?

That sudden fade had me panicking
Well, what we know is it's because I made that choice, 
So I guess I'm gonna have to face this burden

The reason I'm in this journey is the evidence that I've ceased thinking
If you can't protect what needs to be protected then don't put yourself out there.
Empathy and glory and praise? So what you want is pointless.
An unknown attracting force reverts my common sense to nothing

And the journey begins! 
A mirage filled with lies.
A mirage that even clouds my heart.
It's becoming impossible to even tell good from evil
"I got fed up with everything"-- even that could be a happy ending

Even with sad feelings like that, the world's still alive
Even if you're crying, you are still alive
And can try to see beyond the sky

I'm glad that it seems you can still say "I still want to keep loving"

The intense flow continues on, but I can't see what's beyond the dark depths
The time barely is beaten by the darkness
Things might be getting pretty heated but keep this in mind-- evil occasionally harbours justice

Both the voice mercilessly crying 
And my feet, held still by their powerlessness
Are shackles for the future

What I mean to say is that just wishing "I hope things stay like this" and "I wanna live" isn't good enough
If I stop here then this story will have no meaning

And the journey continues! 
This mirage is far too twinkly
It's a mirage that's really moving my heart; the criterion for judging bright and dark's become unexplainable

"We lost everything and it all faded away"-- it's funny because it actually happened
But please don't forget-- the journey's still not over yet
And it won't be over until I'm satisfied; 

What I want to say is that I wanna see what lies beyond this sky

If I gouge my way through the spider net of fear that couldn't get more in my way if it tried,
It'll be proof I'll be able to get stronger in the future
It can't end in a sad way; the curtain rises on my resolve
It can't end in a sad way
It can't...

Even if an unidentified gravity is stirring up common sense, I won't stop resisting

And the journey begins! 
A mirage filled with lies.
A mirage that even clouds my heart.
It's becoming impossible to even tell good from evil
"I got fed up with everything"-- even that could be a happy ending

Even with sad feelings like that, the world's still alive
Even if you want to cry, you are still alive
And all you can offer is your smile

I'm glad that it seems you can trully smile and still say "I still want to keep loving"

domingo, 26 de maio de 2019

Future reflection

Always you’re there with me when my real story moves on
We will keep on fighting all the time 

How many times I have to face what I lost?
All the things I erased come back to me.

There’s nothing to change in me
There’s nothing to change in you
What is the correct answer?

In this rotten fate, I fight to obtain something.
Until the day I end up sacrificing my life
This is my only way.

Someday I will only stop 
When this is completely gone
Where do I then go and what are you looking for?

I want to overtake the me of that distant future;
I’ve started to be dyed in his same color.

The eternal vow that used to be in full bloom
is now withering, and I cry.
Until the day I gather the blue fragments
This is you & me now.
From now on…

One day I just kept looking up to the sky
What do you take and what do you lose again?
Is there a road without sacrifice?
‘Cause I will need to protect someone now for sure. Right?
This decision needs to be made on today
I’ve tried to imagine it over 100 times
Nobody knows this story that I will put into an end
Start it over again

The me of that day woke up in a distant place I don’t know
Again, I’m looking for those memories.

I kept thinking I was alone in this soaked world,
so if only you could accept all of me…
for thousands, hundreds, dozens of years.

I will definitely reach the end of the road,
because I decided not to give up.
Until my last dream come true
This is the only path I know of... 

quinta-feira, 25 de abril de 2019

Time Limit

How free am I?
Is it my turn to play now?
Who will destroy this?
What am I missing?
Why I feel useless?

There is no God for me to pray
Or a star to wish upon
But I can't lose hope
Even if I fear this path
I can't hesitate on it

The things that I want to forget
And the things that can't seem to be forgotten
They all show me that
The path to heaven starts in hell

Even the smallest light
Can illuminate the darkest room
So I have to continue following this path
Into the future

Just a bit more
A bit closer to each objective
So I have to keep running
Will I stop?

I can't give up
Can't let my heart sink in
What would I think of that future?
So I have to keep running
Will I stop?

Every round has it's bet
Which includes our freedom?
Will it die or stay alive?
Every doubt brings us further away

From now on
I have to live free of my mind

And every year
Seems like a second
So I keep getting old
And reaching the time limit

Just a bit more
A bit closer to each objective
So I cannot stop

Even if it seems unreachable
Even if it is far away
If I lose hope for a second
What kind of future it would bring me?


The journey is still long
So I can't say that it is over already
Who knows what awaits in this future?



segunda-feira, 22 de outubro de 2018

Smiling

It rains
I have to use an umbrella
In this summer afternoon

I feel you reaching
And kissing my wet cheek

I miss you
While I look outside of my window
And catch a glimpse of a rainbow that disappears
And feel the world crumbling away

And I hope it doesn't rain tomorrow

I can't focus
And can't stop from daydreaming
Because you are part of me

It's still not enough
And it won't fade
This feeling of innocence in the palm of our joined hands
What a good thing to lose
And it's so bad that I know
That this phrases soak me like if it's raining

It's still not enough
And I still can't say
The goodbye to this feelings
Of a good thing to lose
And how bad it is to know

But if we never touched, would I be smiling now?

Beneath a sky where our breaths soar
I feel my hands freeze
And like I do to my weakness,
I hide them away from everyone

I look around and see days passing
And you are still a part of me

I still want to feel you
But you are so radiant
That I turn my eyes away by instinct
From your light, from your kindness
Since all I've known is darkness

But I want to feel you in my sleep
I want to save you from the deep
I want to be the one that saves you
As you saved me

Day by day I make the same trip
Cradled by the bus
I feel like this is a dream that won't come true
I want to feel you in my sleep
I want to save you from the deep

But I still can't get used to the repetition of events
And this falling rain

If I was more mature, what would I do?

It's still not enough
And it won't fade
This wanting for the innocence in the palm of our joined hands
What a good thing to lose
And it's so bad that I know
That this phrases soak me like if it's raining

It's still not enough
And I still can't say
The goodbye to this feelings
Of a good thing to lose
And how bad it is to know
But I know that if we never touched
I wouldn't I be smiling now

quinta-feira, 4 de outubro de 2018

Ashes

Like a raindrop
I fall while getting lost in my fear
Rach thought I have
Goes to the path I’m stepping in.
Even though I believed, I became a coward.
Soon a black dawn will come.
Who knows what I could engrave in this world…
Don’t follow the despair of future
or you’ll get depressed.
I'm still clinging to my little courage
in order to go trough the storm of darkness.
Beyond several my selves, and within the possibilities
I was able to live.
I can only become stronger by believing.
Who knows what I could engrave in this world…
I want to try to leave my mark.
Even if tomorrow I turn to ashes,
Even if this flame within dies,
I won’t say anything.
Is it bad to live for someone else?
I want the pieces of the dream I embraced.
Even though I believed, I became a coward.
Who knows what I could engrave in this world…
I just want to make the difference...
Beyond several my selves, I was able to be born.
I can only become stronger by believing.
Who knows what I could engrave in this world…
In our present.
It's the indomitable heroes that will shape the future
Never reaching
The fate is sneering.
Buried in this isolated world
I want to see you.
I want to drive this darkness away
And even if I lose this body
I shall become the ruler of my fate.
As long as my breath lasts
I'll grasp the victoy before my eyes.
I pray
That my single wish for this sad world
The words "I love you"
Is my serenade of parting.
Even if I've lost so many people
Freedom shall come.
Pass me your punishment
You people, who stand away,
I'll burn the sky into ashes
And not let anyone intrude anymore
This is my fate.
This loneliness
This pain
This feelings that burn inside
And this stubbornness to stick to my path