segunda-feira, 22 de outubro de 2018

Smiling

It rains
I have to use an umbrella
In this summer afternoon

I feel you reaching
And kissing my wet cheek

I miss you
While I look outside of my window
And catch a glimpse of a rainbow that disappears
And feel the world crumbling away

And I hope it doesn't rain tomorrow

I can't focus
And can't stop from daydreaming
Because you are part of me

It's still not enough
And it won't fade
This feeling of innocence in the palm of our joined hands
What a good thing to lose
And it's so bad that I know
That this phrases soak me like if it's raining

It's still not enough
And I still can't say
The goodbye to this feelings
Of a good thing to lose
And how bad it is to know

But if we never touched, would I be smiling now?

Beneath a sky where our breaths soar
I feel my hands freeze
And like I do to my weakness,
I hide them away from everyone

I look around and see days passing
And you are still a part of me

I still want to feel you
But you are so radiant
That I turn my eyes away by instinct
From your light, from your kindness
Since all I've known is darkness

But I want to feel you in my sleep
I want to save you from the deep
I want to be the one that saves you
As you saved me

Day by day I make the same trip
Cradled by the bus
I feel like this is a dream that won't come true
I want to feel you in my sleep
I want to save you from the deep

But I still can't get used to the repetition of events
And this falling rain

If I was more mature, what would I do?

It's still not enough
And it won't fade
This wanting for the innocence in the palm of our joined hands
What a good thing to lose
And it's so bad that I know
That this phrases soak me like if it's raining

It's still not enough
And I still can't say
The goodbye to this feelings
Of a good thing to lose
And how bad it is to know
But I know that if we never touched
I wouldn't I be smiling now

quinta-feira, 4 de outubro de 2018

Ashes

Like a raindrop
I fall while getting lost in my fear
Rach thought I have
Goes to the path I’m stepping in.
Even though I believed, I became a coward.
Soon a black dawn will come.
Who knows what I could engrave in this world…
Don’t follow the despair of future
or you’ll get depressed.
I'm still clinging to my little courage
in order to go trough the storm of darkness.
Beyond several my selves, and within the possibilities
I was able to live.
I can only become stronger by believing.
Who knows what I could engrave in this world…
I want to try to leave my mark.
Even if tomorrow I turn to ashes,
Even if this flame within dies,
I won’t say anything.
Is it bad to live for someone else?
I want the pieces of the dream I embraced.
Even though I believed, I became a coward.
Who knows what I could engrave in this world…
I just want to make the difference...
Beyond several my selves, I was able to be born.
I can only become stronger by believing.
Who knows what I could engrave in this world…
In our present.
It's the indomitable heroes that will shape the future
Never reaching
The fate is sneering.
Buried in this isolated world
I want to see you.
I want to drive this darkness away
And even if I lose this body
I shall become the ruler of my fate.
As long as my breath lasts
I'll grasp the victoy before my eyes.
I pray
That my single wish for this sad world
The words "I love you"
Is my serenade of parting.
Even if I've lost so many people
Freedom shall come.
Pass me your punishment
You people, who stand away,
I'll burn the sky into ashes
And not let anyone intrude anymore
This is my fate.
This loneliness
This pain
This feelings that burn inside
And this stubbornness to stick to my path