Pure White

While searching in my heart
For an answer to so many questions
I can only find an embracing dark abyss

This darkness erases what I was
And condemns me and all those past memories
Into the nothingness

And as those feelings overflow me with darkness
I try to materialize this weapon in my mind
Which would make me stronger

Right next to a despair that threatens to incinerate my heart
You are always there smiling in a way that melts all away
Each time I lose my footing

And with a voice that erases time, even with no words spoken
I cling desperately to you
Because this pure white is our one and only hope.

My current self has nothing but this vague feeling to rely on
There's more than just one true answer
So I'll keep searching for a tomorrow that's mine alone
Forever and ever

I'll keep protecting your pure white world.
I'll not allow it to be tainted by black
Even if I have to harbor it all myself
For that reminds me of happier days

Even if no tears come out or if my screams have no sound
I'll just keep moving forward
All to protect that pure white color your have.

Start!

I'm just slipping through game after game
With wishes granted and stolen,
My everyday life is shot,
And there's a gap just standing there, full of holes.

Dancing to steps outlined by the rules of abstract theories with no conclusion,
Today crumbles away until it’s tied together by the ringing of the final bell.

I can see in my floating feelings
That you're around
And laughing at me

Are you not going to forgive me? Are you not going to ask me?
And yet
We cry "START!"

For the future I want to take back,
For the world I want to destroy
I will shoot you with this wish, got it?
Now, across everything
I wish you don't cry.
Lying beyond is the light and darkness that become one and are colored.
Shall we trust "what lies beyond"?

I want to see how serious you are.
Just as if desires are addictions unseen in the bottom
I want to keep it as secret, yet I can't hold it
"What an unreasonable conclusion", I hear you say.

If it's not you laughing
There's no meaning within that scenery.
No matter how deep this dream is,
Even if it has been ceased,
This isn't the end

And I cry "START!"

For the thoughts I can't forget,
For the memories I want to protect
I want to reach that hope,
I'll cross everything again
Cause I like to see your smile.
Beyond those lines that are the entangled fate.

I can see in my floating feelings
that you're around
and laughing at me.

Are you not going to forgive me? Are you not going to ask me?
And yet
My wish is that you end this world.

For the future I want to take back,
For the world I want to destroy
I will shoot you with this wish, got it?
Now, across everything
I wish you wouldn't cry.

What lies beyond is the light and darkness that become one and can be colored
Like when we encountered,
Like when we ended everything
I like to see your smile.

Beyond those lines is the entangled fate
And now, until you could hear this voice
I'll keep asking for you to forgive me and understand me.

Finally it has been stolen,
Within my ideal is a repeating game slipped through,
My daze has been shot into a hole
I wonder if I can stand still.

There's nothing such as conclusion in, but an empty theory
And on the unseen rule are dancing steps
Along with the day collapsing as the bell of the end rings.

In the spectacle of floating memories, you’re there.
You’re laughing.
And I can't stop crying "START!"

I don’t want permission, and I’m not seeking it;
Nonetheless, we try, but are knocked back.

A future we want to take back
A world we want to break…
A wish I want to release, caught up in my love
It closes up, but I wish that you won’t cry;
Distant points of light and dark colapse, creating color anew,
So let’s believe in what’s to come.

Key

At some point I locked up my heart
And I lived like that ever since,
Cause I didn’t want to see anything more
My wounds wouldn’t close

I was bearing my next pain,
I couldn’t cry
At least now I can feel the rain on my cheek
As the cold rain pours down on me

It’s OK to cry, 
When there’s so much in your heart
But just smile
You can smile so tenderly

I didn’t know how to forgive myself
And spent my life in denial
Now I’ve noticed that I had stopped my heart from beating
And, see, my breathing is slowly coming back

I could start from the beginning any time, right away
Things have begun for me now
Since I’ve been hiding the key to me heart in my hands all this time

It’s OK to cry, 
When there’s so much in your heart
But just smile
You can smile so tenderly

My heart is still lost, 
But I'll hold it gently,
And hold it again and again until, little by little, 
I became able to love