Future

When I’m alone,
I can hear those words
“If it’s painful, feel free to stop”...

They are deep
Almost like a black hole; 
They come from a sweet voice,
Frightening and tempting.

I’ll try mimicking the words I so often speak,
And say that it’s nothing.
It doesn’t matter if that’s a lie 
If it gives me a motive to continue to stand…

There exists an end for the life of every thing
So I wonder, why we grow frightened and lament?
It is because I know that I will lose it someday?
That the everyday is more beautiful than anything.

Eternity isn’t something I want in the least.
Every second, every moment is dear to me
I, too, am living in the world where you are.

I see the same dream every time.
As though it’s reprimanding me
A dream so beautiful it’s ironic…
Wake me up, I don’t want to run away.
There is only one future that I see

Until goodbye, I want to stay by your side. 
Even if that day comes tomorrow, I’ll have no regrets.
You’re the one who gave color to me. 
I want to imprint into my memory the vision of this world I live in with you.
Red, blue, indigo, aqua, rainbow, sky – colors…

I can’t become a god,Nor can I offer prayers to someone else.
I don’t care what anyone might say;
I know what the important things are.
The future I want lies right here.
There is only one future that I see. 

There is nothing more than this that I wish for.
You’re the one who gave me loneliness for the first time – you’ve shown me the value of mere solitude.

The light that is you

No matter what the time 
I just feel alone, 
Destiny forgotten. 
Even though I kept going towards the light
I awaken 
In the middle of the night

Quietly, stand in the exit way, 
And, in the pitch-black, take this light

About the recent promises, is it just that I'm so anxious? 
A wish that's wanting to be said, but shall be repressed 

No matter what the time 
We'll always be together 
No matter what the time 
Because you're by my side 
The light known as "you" finds me, 
In the middle of the night

I'll enter this noisy street 
And put on the mask of destiny.

I'll stop doing things that have no meaning, like thinking about the future. 
Today I'll eat delicious things, I'll live and try to be happy.
Even I don't know it,
The future that is always before us, 

It's not necessary to go right to the end, 
I'll just keep going. 
It's okay if the scenes 
Play just one by one. 
The light known as "you" 
Reflects my scenario

Let's talk more, 
About the tomorrow that's before your very eyes. 
Turn away from everything else
Look only at me
And listen to my silent voice.

No matter how well I'm doing, 
I don't believe in me completely. 
But at those sort of times, 
Because you're by my side, 
The light known as "you" finds me, 
In the middle of the night that I can't escape.

Let's talk more, 
About the tomorrow that's before your very eyes. 
Please listen to my silent voice.

Trigger

By following the rails layed before me,
Even when averting my eyes, I'm reaching somewhere.
Life is manipulated by this red strings of temptation
While keeping us in captivity.

Days fly by,
and I still wonder why
I look to the sky and cry!

I'm lost inside,
Nowhere to hide,
Prisoner to pride
So save me!

Feeling alone in the ends of this place
My fingers hesitate on the trigger
While everything is falling apart.
If the future can be saved through faith
Then I'll believe in my heart

I fear nothing but the loss of self
And of those quiet days abandoned by youthful memories

No matter how much I struggle
Even if a answer appears
I fear I'll just crumble
While my heart is snatched away by reality.

I can't understand
What's in my head
Will this nightmare ever end?

The look in your eyes
The fire that burns alive
A new hope may rise...
So save me!

I keep searching for a light while the world ends,
While I hold on to the dreams I grasped.
And then the world will change.

If I can go beyond this monochrome,
Changing myself,
I'll be able to kill the darkness.
But I can't hesitate...
Don't hesitate!

Even if this body dies by tomorrow,
I want to burn into my eyes this night sky that we look upon together.
If this words someday have meaning to you, you'll hear me calling you until it dies out...
Until I escape from a world of darkness.

Left alone at the ends of what is only my fears and worries,
Your finger starts to quiver
And my world is still falling.

If the future can be changed with hope
Then the future is yours
Your heart will lead you on
I'll believe in you
Let you take aim
And pull the trigger.

A song of hope and grief

I simply wish 
upon this starless sky,
for our entwined hands. 

But those voices I keep hearing
were resounding in vain
inside a locked room.

A whole red moon;
Light and darkness; 
The time when we took a rest;
Unforgivable promises
and those embellished memories;
Those piles of lovely sins; 
those bunches of sweet lies; 
and all the sleepless grieves.

I'm whispering a prayer 
May there be a glimmer of hope
shining on this wingless dreams 

I simply wish upon an empty future
For a path to reveal.
But those voices I was seeking for, 
were rising up then vanishing
in these remaining times 

I wonder, how long will this last? 
The spiral of darkness and depression
and that up-side down moon 
“Present” is the only thing I believe in now 

I lost my beloved moon, 
those gentle drops of rain, 
and those slumbering whispers 
While there is a dream,
even if I forgot how to fly away,
I will keep reciting a song of faint hopes 
and grieves 

Even light
reflected on water’s surface 
Is sinking deeper than before.

And I can see
That peculiar moon and 
a soundlessly played
melody of darkness 

Those piles of lovely sins, 
those bunches of sweet lies,
and those sleepless grieves 
I'm whispering a prayer 
May these wingless dreams
find even just a glimmer of hope... 

I lost my beloved moon, 
those gentle drops of rain, 
and those slumbering whispers 
While I can still dream
Even if I never find how to fly again
I'll keep reciting a song of faint hopes 
and grieves