Journey

The slipping focus had me lost; 
Still looking for a way to make it clear and consistent!
You see, first the dry leaves flutter, eventually turn to butterflies, then the changes gets synced...
And what should happen next?

That sudden fade had me panicking

Well, what we know is it's because I made that choice, 

So I guess I'm gonna have to face this burden

The reason I'm in this journey is the evidence that I've ceased thinking

If you can't protect what needs to be protected then don't put yourself out there.

Empathy and glory and praise? So what you want is pointless.
An unknown attracting force reverts my common sense to nothing

And the journey begins! 

A mirage filled with lies.
A mirage that even clouds my heart.

It's becoming impossible to even tell good from evil

"I got fed up with everything"-- even that could be a happy ending

Even with sad feelings like that, the world's still alive

Even if you're crying, you are still alive

And can try to see beyond the sky

I'm glad that it seems you can still say "I still want to keep loving"

The intense flow continues on, but I can't see what's beyond the dark depths

The time barely is beaten by the darkness

Things might be getting pretty heated but keep this in mind-- evil occasionally harbours justice

Both the voice mercilessly crying 

And my feet, held still by their powerlessness

Are shackles for the future

What I mean to say is that just wishing "I hope things stay like this" and "I wanna live" isn't good enough

If I stop here then this story will have no meaning

And the journey continues! 

This mirage is far too twinkly

It's a mirage that's really moving my heart; the criterion for judging bright and dark's become unexplainable

"We lost everything and it all faded away"-- it's funny because it actually happened

But please don't forget-- the journey's still not over yet

And it won't be over until I'm satisfied; 

What I want to say is that I wanna see what lies beyond this sky

If I gouge my way through the spider net of fear that couldn't get more in my way if it tried,

It'll be proof I'll be able to get stronger in the future

It can't end in a sad way; the curtain rises on my resolve

It can't end in a sad way

It can't...

Even if an unidentified gravity is stirring up common sense, I won't stop resisting

And the journey begins! 

A mirage filled with lies.
A mirage that even clouds my heart.

It's becoming impossible to even tell good from evil

"I got fed up with everything"-- even that could be a happy ending

Even with sad feelings like that, the world's still alive

Even if you want to cry, you are still alive

And all you can offer is your smile

I'm glad that it seems you can trully smile and still say "I still want to keep loving"