Smiling

It rains
I have to use an umbrella
In this summer afternoon

I feel you reaching
And kissing my wet cheek

I miss you
While I look outside of my window
And catch a glimpse of a rainbow that disappears
And feel the world crumbling away

And I hope it doesn't rain tomorrow

I can't focus
And can't stop from daydreaming
Because you are part of me

It's still not enough
And it won't fade
This feeling of innocence in the palm of our joined hands
What a good thing to lose
And it's so bad that I know
That this phrases soak me like if it's raining

It's still not enough
And I still can't say
The goodbye to this feelings
Of a good thing to lose
And how bad it is to know

But if we never touched, would I be smiling now?

Beneath a sky where our breaths soar
I feel my hands freeze
And like I do to my weakness,
I hide them away from everyone

I look around and see days passing
And you are still a part of me

I still want to feel you
But you are so radiant
That I turn my eyes away by instinct
From your light, from your kindness
Since all I've known is darkness

But I want to feel you in my sleep
I want to save you from the deep
I want to be the one that saves you
As you saved me

Day by day I make the same trip
Cradled by the bus
I feel like this is a dream that won't come true
I want to feel you in my sleep
I want to save you from the deep

But I still can't get used to the repetition of events
And this falling rain

If I was more mature, what would I do?

It's still not enough
And it won't fade
This wanting for the innocence in the palm of our joined hands
What a good thing to lose
And it's so bad that I know
That this phrases soak me like if it's raining

It's still not enough
And I still can't say
The goodbye to this feelings
Of a good thing to lose
And how bad it is to know
But I know that if we never touched
I wouldn't I be smiling now